I woke up with a start, and as my fuzzy eye sight adjusted to the dark, I reached up and felt my hand along medical tubing, allowing it to guide me to the bedside table. I had fallen asleep on the carpet, and as my hand gained a grip on…

There comes a time in our lives where we are faced with the greatest challenge yet to be experienced in our lives. It far exceeds any challenges we’ve had up to this point. Challenges of the mind (educational goals), body (training goals) and even emotions (going through hard things.) Those…

Hello! I’m sure you found this article as you trawled the web, in that floaty post ceremony state. (Don’t worry about that, it’s the medicine holding you in her embrace as she continues to work with you.) Perhaps you are still away from home, or, perhaps, most jarringly, you’ve landed…

I debated writing this article, but as I wade my way through my own Dark Night of the Soul, I find the writing of others deeply cathartic and hopeful. I’m ever so thankful for a multitude of writers on Medium. And so, I find myself sitting at my laptop in…

I am not here to provide any type of advice, but I wanted to add to the conversation out there and share my two experiences sitting in ceremony, because I found doing a little bit of reading before hand (not too much mind you, it’s better to go in with…

In this article I will share some personal thoughts on the process of plant medicine integration, which has felt very difficult. What this means in its most simple form, is what do you do when you arrive back home and land back in your life and experience a lot of…

In Plant Medicine Ceremonies you will hear the word “Integration.” It is a word I have become deeply familiar with over the past few weeks following 3 ceremonies. Integration is all about growing and acting into a new way of being. You were given deep insights in journeying, you felt…

Stage 2: Into the Shadows: The Great Loss For Part 1/4, click on this link. The Ayahuasca gently asked me “are you ready to do the work now?” and I could feel myself in the 3 dimensional living room silently word “yes I am ready” — I somehow knew this…

It has taken me a few weeks to come to a place where I feel ready to begin to write about my Ayahuasca journey and the spiritual awakening that it has catalyzed. I have been unpacking, but also continuing to receive downloads as I meditate and write. In honesty, I…